I want to tell you how will be my participation in the stunts competitions this year. First of all, the 24th of March I'll start again the university period 2003. I want to have good results so it will my main objective this year. The study and the work added to some other personal things (not bad things) will reduce my free time to 1/4 (almost nothing).
Some months ago (oct or nov) I said it in the chat, that I'll have a lot of free time until March. Well, this free time is over.
About my motivation it's... I'm more motivated to be in a scoreboard than to race and race to have the performance I had until now. But at the same time I know I won't like to see me loosing possitions knowing I can do it better, I guess nobody likes it. This is a very personal thought.
What I'm trying to say with all of these?
1. Sorry to FSC, stuntslol, unkilled and ACT contests designers because the more I'll do is a listfiller, my best listfiller. The other competitions will see me every month but not as I was.
2. I can't see me fighting the year's Zak's season 1st place. Congrats to the winner whatever it will.
3. My motivation is falling down too. I know when I won't have time to race my motivation will come back. I know, it happened before
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4. Forget MeganiuM homepage updates.
I say it for many reasons, I don't want to give up, I love the community, I have fun in the chat and in the forum and (It's a bit complicated to me to say it in english) I won't feel so good seeing all of you racing "here" and "there" and I a bit out of the community.
And the last, I chose between real life and the fun. It's more interesting real life, for sure. It's "sad" when a pipsqueak can't give all of him or when he gives up like it was with Roy Wiegerinck, Rui Figueiredo and many others.
My life is changing and in only two weeks will change a lot more. I'm so excited to see what will come. But to see that, I must leave some things (again a very personal thought).
Well, that's all folks. See you on chat/forum!!
Some months ago (oct or nov) I said it in the chat, that I'll have a lot of free time until March. Well, this free time is over.
About my motivation it's... I'm more motivated to be in a scoreboard than to race and race to have the performance I had until now. But at the same time I know I won't like to see me loosing possitions knowing I can do it better, I guess nobody likes it. This is a very personal thought.
What I'm trying to say with all of these?
1. Sorry to FSC, stuntslol, unkilled and ACT contests designers because the more I'll do is a listfiller, my best listfiller. The other competitions will see me every month but not as I was.
2. I can't see me fighting the year's Zak's season 1st place. Congrats to the winner whatever it will.
3. My motivation is falling down too. I know when I won't have time to race my motivation will come back. I know, it happened before
.4. Forget MeganiuM homepage updates
.I say it for many reasons, I don't want to give up, I love the community, I have fun in the chat and in the forum and (It's a bit complicated to me to say it in english) I won't feel so good seeing all of you racing "here" and "there" and I a bit out of the community.
And the last, I chose between real life and the fun. It's more interesting real life, for sure. It's "sad" when a pipsqueak can't give all of him or when he gives up like it was with Roy Wiegerinck, Rui Figueiredo and many others.
My life is changing and in only two weeks will change a lot more. I'm so excited to see what will come. But to see that, I must leave some things (again a very personal thought).
Well, that's all folks. See you on chat/forum!!
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